Work today was solid. It was prep stuff, and gathering stuff for delivery. Writing today was...scary. But I did it. And...some good stuff happened. I think? We'll see. I still fight the idea that stuff should be 'good,' and that it needs to be so because I need to be...

I just wrote some werds. I like them. I feel a little stressed out about the fact that I haven't written really over the past few days, but I guess I just wasn't ready. I was ready tonight, so I wrote a little bit. I want to write more tomorrow, but that means going...

I realized today in therapy that safety is a big theme in my life. I like to feel safe. That can really serve me sometimes, and it can really torpedo me at other times, especially when that's working on my subconscious. I'm keeping it short tonight, but I just wanted...