Le sigh…today was another day filled with shenanigans. These were of the apartment managing variety, and they started at 5:15 in the morning. That split up my sleep sched, obviously, and made ol man Ira a bit tired all day today 😛
But, I can’t really complain. I got my work done. Still no writing…it’s been almost a week now away from that, which is so, so frustrating so close to being finished with that rewrite, but it is what it is. I’m back tomorrow. For real this time. Nothing stopping me. I’m going to make that calendar right now, time everything out.
Anyone who reads this blog/journal…realize that half of this shit that I type is me psyching myself up for the next day 😛 It’s so true. That’s what just happened.
But, life is good, guys. I’m going to finish the rewrite this week. I know it. And I’m going to rip through the TG1T podcasts. I know it. And then I move onto writing my next novel…which is daunting as all get-out…but I know I’m going to get it done. I know it.These things I know.
And there will be ups and downs in between…again, I’ve read enough of my own blog entries to see patterns in my life that I’d never have seen had I not started writing these daily entries a thousand days ago. I go through cycles. You probably do, too – having a daily journal will help you see them. It’s one of the most fundamentally changing daily activities I ever decided to engage in…hence blog number 1,220.
Maybe you don’t need a daily check-in. I grant that there are probably a huge number of people out there more self-aware than I am…but I need it. Otherwise, I get too dramatic about my life and what I’m doing with it.
Speaking of doing…it’s time for sleep. After I make that schedule for tomorrow. Hoping it will be my first day fully BACK from this little bout of the sickness.
Wish
Me
Luck
Artwork tonight from JC Park.