Today was a first in my life.
I got less tired as the day went on.
How that happened, I have no idea. But man…starting the day out, I was so freeaaakking tired because of Vegas and the ten day travel gogogo extraveganza and whanot. ‘Twas to be expected. What I didn’t expect was hitting the afternoon time and feeling like my regular self.
I feel normal tired tonight. Love it.
I realize I talk a lot on my blog about how tired I am 😂 I suppose it’s because I always write these entries right before sleep, so it’s on my mind…but to be honest, my tiredness level is something that’s almost always on my mind.
I’m a sleep guy. I like to be rested. I like sleeping. I like napping. I like worrying about my sleep. How much? How good? When should I wake up? Okay, so when do I need to be asleep? And when do I need to be in bed? I think about that stuff a lot.
That connects into schedule, I think. I’m always thinking about my schedule. It’s a coping mechanism for anxiety, I think.
Work is crazy right now. Big time. So much to do. But, had a couple meetings today that alleviated some stress surrounding whether or not I was going to be able to complete a project I was assigned to. I still have a nutso amount of work, but it’s more manageable. More planning and strategizing to do tomorrow in the AM, but I think I’m going to be okay.
Anywho…I think those are the thoughts for tonight. I’m so glad to be home. So glad to be feeling like myself again, already, after such a long trip. I’m going to take tomorrow to sleep in again and not show up to work early for morning writing. I’ll do it again on Thursday, too, if necessary, but I don’t think it will be. I think I’ll be ready to jump in and put in the extra writing hours starting again on Thursday.
Can’t wait.
I miss my writing…