How can I make tomorrow a satisfying, back-to-normal kind of day?

I think I need to try and work from home all day. That is the first thing that comes to mind and makes me relax a bit. I’d have time to write, get my Netflix work done, and make sure the pups were taken care of if I was able to work from home.

And that’s entirely possible. I don’t like that it would short notice for my coordinator…but it’s possible.

I’m going to ask.

I’m watching the building and the pups for three more days, and then it’s back to normal. I got this 🙂

I don’t like feeling out of sorts, and it’s annoying that it affects me so much. I wish it didn’t. I enjoy being able to step up and help out in an extra capacity. Or not even an extra capacity, but just doing my part to make sure shit gets handled, you know? I really do take pride in that. It’s supportive. So, the anxiety that comes with it is deeply annoying.

But here’s the thing: there are things I can do to mitigate that. I did actually pretty good this past week. I should recognize that a bit more. And I can do well this week, too.

So, yeah…gonna ask about WFH tomorrow. We’ll see how it goes.

Niners beat the Redskins (JFC what an offensive name that is) today to move to 6 and 0. Undefeated on this young season. It was a mudbath. Pouring rain. Nobody could get offense going…but the Niners still managed to put up three field goals, shut out Washington completely, and win the game.

Coco has tummy troubles again. We didn’t feed her breakfast and we put her on almost the simplest possible diet that exists: boiled chicken and rice. She loved it for dinner. Hopefully she reacts well to it. If not, I’m going to try ground beef…and if that doesn’t work, she’s going to the doctor because I think it has to be something other than allergies.

I’m optimistic.

But also…I worry about her. She sleeps hard now, the kind of old dog sleep where she doesn’t even hear you anymore and you have to go wake her up.

I love her so much.

Speaking of love, my brother and my sister in law got a dog this weekend and they are HEAD OVER HEELS. It’s all dog this and dog that. She’s a puppy, and I mean a PUPPY. So freaking cute. Good lord. We face timed and talked on the phone a couple times.

That’s all for tonight.

PEACE!