Had a more normal day today.

Didn’t crush it. But, it was solid.

Writing has been hard this past week. Part of it has been work being so busy, it’s taken up my usual writing times. But, part of it is just intimidation. Avoidance. And here’s the thing: I’m realizing that’s okay. It still hurts me, it still makes me feel inadequate…but not as acutely as it used to, and not for nearly as long.

I’m going to get back in the groove. I know this, now. I just need to keep at it.

The good news is that the writing, when it has trickled in, HAS been good. It’s working. I feel it.

Just need to stick with it. Set small goals each day.

Working out continues to be great. I’m up 135 pushups and sit-ups. I’ve decided I’m adding in the pull-ups and squats at 150 so it’s easier to keep track of what number I should be at with those. That will be intense. I guess. More of a full-body workout. But, damn if that wasn’t the entire goal…

I want a normal day tomorrow. Top to bottom.

To do that, I need to go to sleep.

Night 🙂

ps – oh! and I played music tonight for about 40 minutes. love that so much.