I’m out of sync creatively.
It happens. I don’t like it when it does, but here we are. I’m letting it be.
I wish I could write more about it. Maybe I’ll try that tomorrow. Right now…I kind of just feel like letting it be. It is what it is right now. I’m doing my best not to let it consume me, and honestly, it hasn’t been. I had a good day today. Work was good, if discombobulated, and tonight was good, too. Got to watch basketball and hang with Liz. Some really quality time with Liz, in fact.
Writing is not everything.
It’s a lot for me. Truly. I don’t need to change that. But it is not the end of all or the be of all. There is the rest of life, and right now, the rest of life is solid.
I also had the simple realization today that what my writing is lacking right now is structure. It really is as simple as that. I’m not broken, I’m not far away…I literally am struggling because I’m having a hard time setting up structure for what I’m doing. This “write until it’s right” is not doing it for me. I’m getting lost.
So…maybe that’s what I should spend time working on tomorrow.
Finding the structure…
Night.