A day of transition today. Took care of some stuff, and back to the grind tomorrow.
I’m looking forward to some normalcy this week. I hope. We’ll see. Still a lot of balls up in the air (heh – balls), any one of which could drop in the middle of my otherwise-perfect routine and mix things up. I was going to write “mess” just now, but that’s not really true. My psyche does take a hit when things get randomized like that…but it’s not a mess. It’s life. Often, it’s opportunity that comes in, and I do try to be open to that.
I guess that’s what’s on my mind tonight: dealing with the chaos. It’s a must. It’s a constant. As much as I love my patterns and my routines, I actually seek out the chaos; the opportunity. I never settle into one pattern for very long, at least in the grand scheme of things.
On the one hand, that always makes me feel like I’m fighting myself a bit. Shooting myself in the foot. But, on the other hand, that chaos is me REACHING. It’s me growing, trying new things, saying yes to opportunities, and I literally never regret that. Virtually everything I’m proud of or excited by has involved a reach of some kind.
so…
here’s to the chaos, I guess.
And the routine.
This week: hopefully the routine 😂