A so-so day.
I didn’t have a full-on panic/grief-attack today. It did come, but it was more subdued. And I got incredibly tired in the afternoon and had to take a nap.
We had a little bit of a rough night. Didn’t get great sleep. Woke up several times because of some noises. But, not too bad. Noises we can get used to. And they shouldn’t last forever.
Need to finish the finances tomorrow. Have to. Gonna get on that early. That’s the plan. I did, however, pay off all our bills, including Coco’s latest hospital stuff, and we had the fucking money, man. We have the money to float that cost until our insurance reimbursement checks. We’re getting like eight grand back. I mean…we need it soon. We’re not that flush. But, we’re okay for now.
That was a relief. A bigger one than I even realized; it was weighing on me. But, all the bills are paid. We’re squared away for a few weeks. Whew.
Man. Exhausted. Time for sleep. Night night.