I was tiiiiiired today. Got my sleep, though, so that’s good! Just not used to the full work routine yet.
I have grown so much, though, man, because here’s the thing: I knew I was going to feel that way. 100%. Not surprised. Not shaken or deterred. I knew I was going to feel tired today. This week. Next week, too. It takes me a bit to gear up, get into the groove, and take off. But, the solution is to just keep getting my ass up, keep showing up, and push through the initial barriers. On the other side is rhythm and flow. Productivity up the wazoo. So, yeah…this is normal. Just gotta keep doing my best. The rest will come.
Cold today. Windy. Damp outside because it’s been too cold to dry stuff up. It’s definitely not my favorite time of year in LA. Los Angeles loves the sun, and it loves the heat. It’s not made for cold and wet and gray. That said, I don’t mind it, actually, so long as it’s not WINDY and cold. Even the gray I don’t mind. Like, today it was all misty in the morning. I could hardly see the trees out beyond our house. So pretty! I love that, sitting all bundled up in my office with the curtains and blinds all open, looking out into the morning with my heater running. Love that. But the wind…
It wasn’t that windy. Just enough to make it really cold, though.
Took a nap. I was *out*. Like…for an hour and a half, I was totally dead. Needed it. And I’m going to need my rest here for the weekend before getting back in there and going after it all again. I don’t have much of the story yet, but little pieces are starting to fall into place here and there. Bit by bit. Room 40. Crossing the T. Flagships and whatnot.
Night night.