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Day 2,202: prep

Day 2,202: prep

Crazy day today. I did so much stuff. Took care of pups in the AM. Drove a stool sample from Coco to the vet to be tested. Bought new shirts for Vegas (and work - I need them). Did laundry. Tested our computers for the conference. Fed pups and walked them for the...

Day 2,201: Milestone coming

Day 2,201: Milestone coming

Oh, man... I just realized that there's a milestone coming with the bloggity blog: day number 2,222...it's been 1,111 days since I last had an entry that was four of the same number all in a row. Definitely makes me want to go back and read that entry. It would have...

Day 2,200: Old Chum

Day 2,200: Old Chum

Life is a Cabaret, old chum. Podcasted tonight. Josh had an epiphany tonight: he likes musicals 😂 I'm freaking wiped, so I'll make this one short. It was a solid day today. Exhausted. Time for the sleeps!

Day 2,199: Whew

Day 2,199: Whew

I am wiiiiiiped out tonight. Usually with an extra day of podcasting in a week, I'm pretty tired the following work day. This week, it was the second day 😂 But, today was very productive. Got stuff done at work. Was a bit late because I also walked the pups in...

Day 2,198: Eventually

Day 2,198: Eventually

I have all my best ideas eventually. That's the phrase that just came to my mind as I was wrapping up my writing session for the night time. I finished collecting notes and rewrite thoughts for my editor so I'm ready to go when we meet tomorrow morning. I'm not a...

Day 2,197: Mad as hell

Day 2,197: Mad as hell

Doing a quick one tonight. Casted with Josh tonight. We watched a movie from the 70s called Network and it was...bonkersssss. And in a surprising, good way that kind of swept me away. Mostly. It didn't quite fire on all cylinders, but holy shit is it a relevant movie...

Day 2,196: It’s working

Day 2,196: It’s working

I touched the abyss this weekend. I realize that now...and it actually made me feel better. I know that's weird to say, but this is how... The abyss, it would seem for me, is working, working and working and not making progress. It's being stuck. Not moving forward....

Day 2,195: Quitting is an option

Day 2,195: Quitting is an option

I feel...much better today. Still anxious. Still unsure. But the depression is better. Thank lord. I realized something, though, yesterday in the depths of that depression: quitting is an option. I don't have to do anything. I get to decide. And man...that somehow...

Day 2,194:

Day 2,194:

I sometimes wonder if I would be happier if I gave up writing. It's just so hard. I'm up against the same block with this story. It's one central relationship, and I can't wrap my brain around it, and it makes everything so unpleasant. It sucks the air out of the...

Day 2,193: The Perfect Week

Day 2,193: The Perfect Week

My first ever perfect week of writing. I wish I felt more exuberant about it, but I'm bogged down on a scene currently and thus I'm grumpy about my writing. Sigh... Feeling burned out. Looking forward to a weekend of recharging. Night!