by Ira | Feb 17, 2023 | Challenge, Journal
Tis late. Podcasted with Josh. We didn’t actually get to watch the film we were supposed to because it’s not actually available to rent or buy anywhere digitally. How crazy is that?! So…we recorded the rest of our stuff anyway and hung out. Watched an episode of Deep...
by Ira | Feb 16, 2023 | Challenge, Journal
A so-so day. I didn’t have a full-on panic/grief-attack today. It did come, but it was more subdued. And I got incredibly tired in the afternoon and had to take a nap. We had a little bit of a rough night. Didn’t get great sleep. Woke up several times because of some...
by Ira | Feb 15, 2023 | Challenge, Journal
Had a solid day today. The most solid day I’ve had…well, I guess not that long, but it FEELS like so much longer. No writing this morning. Sigh. But, Netflix work was great. Helped Liz with a really good audition. We had lunch together almost like normal. It’s…getting...
by Ira | Feb 14, 2023 | Challenge, Journal
We spent Valentine’s day with the Kings, sharing some joy. It was perfect. Otherwise…I worked. Had a panic/sadness attack come around 3pm, but it subsided. My thought of the day on grief is that it’s uncontrollable. It just comes. My brain has absolutely no control...
by Ira | Feb 13, 2023 | Challenge, Journal
Time is a slippery thing. It’s giving me mind whiplash today. A week ago was my last “normal” morning with Coco. She’d had trouble sleeping the night before. I was worried. But, we woke up that morning and she was happy to see me. A stretch in bed, a little of her...
