Day 2,198: Eventually

Day 2,198: Eventually

I have all my best ideas eventually. That’s the phrase that just came to my mind as I was wrapping up my writing session for the night time. I finished collecting notes and rewrite thoughts for my editor so I’m ready to go when we meet tomorrow morning....
Day 2,197: Mad as hell

Day 2,197: Mad as hell

Doing a quick one tonight. Casted with Josh tonight. We watched a movie from the 70s called Network and it was…bonkersssss. And in a surprising, good way that kind of swept me away. Mostly. It didn’t quite fire on all cylinders, but holy shit is it a...
Day 2,196: It’s working

Day 2,196: It’s working

I touched the abyss this weekend. I realize that now…and it actually made me feel better. I know that’s weird to say, but this is how… The abyss, it would seem for me, is working, working and working and not making progress. It’s being stuck....
Day 2,195: Quitting is an option

Day 2,195: Quitting is an option

I feel…much better today. Still anxious. Still unsure. But the depression is better. Thank lord. I realized something, though, yesterday in the depths of that depression: quitting is an option. I don’t have to do anything. I get to decide. And...
Day 2,194:

Day 2,194:

I sometimes wonder if I would be happier if I gave up writing. It’s just so hard. I’m up against the same block with this story. It’s one central relationship, and I can’t wrap my brain around it, and it makes everything so unpleasant. It sucks...