I had a rough day today…and for no particular reason. Le sigh.
It was a “floating anxiety” day. Now…that said, I still got everything done today I wanted to, except for writing sessions in the morning because like an idiot I forgot to set my alarm on time. That whole waking up an hour late thing could definitely be to blame for the off-day, but I don’t know. I’m not so sure. I woke up feeling fine, and I honestly got pretty much right to work. I did have about a half hour that disappeared on me…but nothing that would normally trigger a day of anxiety.
There’s a lot going on right now – out in the world, in my world…I think it caught up to me. Definitely feeling overwhelmed. Today, at least. Overall, I’ve been okay. It’s been stressful that my weekends have been so filled with social activities –that I’ve loved to do, let’s be clear– I don’t feel like I’ve had down time in a couple weeks. Even going to play golf was a bit stressful.
Sigh…really what it is, guys, is setting goals, very very ambitious goals that are legitimately hard to reach. Perhaps too ambitious. Life happens. I have to work on making more room for that, doing less more often, and not burning myself out. That’s really the ticket. And I will get there. Soon! Soon.
As fidgety and weird as I feel right now sitting in bed writing this blog, I *was* very productive today. I finished the project for the Flix that I’d pegged to finish today, come hell or high water. I didn’t get the narrations done I wanted to, but that wasn’t on the docket for the day anyway. I have 11 to do to finish the pay period out the way I wanted to, and that it imminently doable tomorrow.
I have a TON of work to finish for this rewrite, which is due to be done, like completely done, at the end of this week. By god…I will make that happen. I will cancel everything (except for the Ho’s taping on Wednesday, not missing that sh*t, hell no) and make that happen. You better believe dat.
So…yeah. That’s the goal then tomorrow: make a huge dent in this rewrite. This massive, motherfucking rewrite that is making me lose my goddamned mind. Jesus. It’s taken me…six months? SEVEN? Maybe even eight. Fuck me. Ready to be done. D-O-N-E.
Hope y’all had a good one 😛
Here’s to tomorrow!