holy shit…it’s been six years.

This anniversary post snuck up on my this year. I can’t remember if it did last year, too, but it did this year.

Today was a day like most others. I got in my writing. I’m stressing about it right now because it’s good…but it’s not quite right. The WRITING is good…I definitely feel dropped in. But I’m worried it’s not quiiiiite paying off the way I want it to. Which is hard, because I haven’t really figured out yet what I’m paying off, so I’m not going for it hard yet.

I think I’m going to take some time over the next few days to figure that stuff out. Because man…once this sequence is done…this story is off to the races. I know it is. The adventure begins. Petrick gets everything he wants.

It’s been a crazy year since my last blog-versary. Crazy. I can undoubtedly say that I’ve grown A LOT. I’ve learned a lot about myself, and I feel like I have so much digging to go, still. Just like with my story. Lots to go.

I feel foggy, though. Today. Yesterday. Hangover maybe from a stressful couple weeks watching the building and working from home. And this interview I did today, that’s just kinda popped up in a great way, but it’s up in the air, you know, which makes me nervous.

It’s just…the last two days I’ve been off. Anxious. Hoping it clears up by the end of the week.