This weekend was a self care weekend.

I feel so much more myself.

I built a table for my model crafting. I watched the Niners beat down the Packers. We went and got Christmas photos with the pups. I took a nice long nap. Therapy was intense, but helped put some things in perspective, which takes a little bit of a load off. I got the podcast (pretty much) set up for the next two weeks; at least tomorrow is ready to go, the rest is almost ready.

It was a good weekend.

I took a break from writing for the past couple days to avoid some major burnout, and I think it worked. I’m ready to jump back in tomorrow.

And I love the new setup in my office. Still some stuff to get, namely containers to put my modeling stuff into, paints and tools and such…but I love the desk/table/workbench I got. Even the stool that I got to go with it. I love the way it looks, and hopefully the way it stands up to working. It’s cheap, so probably not all that well, but it doesn’t matter. It’ll work for now.

This year is fast coming to a close, and I can feel a difference in me from previous years: I’d be so focused in past years on what I wanted to get done, and this year, the focus really is on me for the first time. Internally. Emotionally. I took care of that this weekend.

I feel good. Balanced. Resolved. Still with so much work to do…but good.