Good day today.
Something…dare I say…clicked 😬
I put the grimace face because I want that to be true long term. At the very least, it was true today. Something clicked. I didn’t agonize over the scene I was about to write, I just wrote it as vividly and interestingly as I could. I knew what I wanted the characters to do, and I made them do it. And it was definitely a scene I’d been agonizing over.
The ‘something’ clicking would be fear and anxiety very much tied to my own feelings of self worth. I’ve known intellectually that was true for a while, but recently, I’ve actually been feeling that…and it’s helped. Thanks to therapy. Thanks to my wife. Thanks to Cooper and Coco. Thanks to my friends.
I got a metric shit ton of work done today. Praise be.
Lin came into town. Got to talk to my brother for a little bit. It’s raining tomorrow.
Life is good.