We got our bathroom tile cleaned and re-sealed today. It’s marble (I know, FANCY), which looks great and feels great because it’s real stone, but real stone is also porous. It’ll soak stuff up if you let it, which means it has to be regularly cleaned and sealed. Which costs money. Not much, but still. Feels good to be on top of it, though. Like, yeah baby, I got you.
Disjointed day. Didn’t get writing in dammit, which would have given me a perfect week. Sigh. Still a struggle on that front. Gonna write tomorrow. And try Sunday, but just focusing on tomorrow right now.
Warriors beat the Sixers despite Joel Embiid being unstoppable. …Have we flipped a switch? Man. I don’t know. We’re playing better the past few games. But we played like garbage just a week ago, so. Who knows.
Baseball season kicks off next week. I might watch opening night. I don’t know. We’ll see. Just so burned by the A’s giving away everyone. Might be too painful. Too frustrating.
New sheets on the bed. Glorious. That’s because we had the tile cleaning guys clean our headboard. Man, did it need it. Gonna start doing that on the regular now, too. Have to. Otherwise, it’s not going to last. We should have been getting it cleaned from the very start, now I realize. Ugh. Better late than never?
I’m not really talking about anything in tonight’s entry, am I? Sigh. Not really. The truth is, you guys, that I’m…okay. Losing Coco really fucked me up. And then our friends’ cancer coming back and pitching in there, and getting Joy, too. I’m just keeping my head above water in terms of my creativity, and honestly my ability to do anything above the bare minimum full-stop. There are a thousand projects I have to finish; things that need doing that I simply haven’t done. It’s just kind of all sitting there, a constant stress on my mind, and a rising terror that I haven’t been able to address it.
But, I will.
Eventually.
I just have to keep my head above water in the meantime, I suppose.
Night night.