What do I need to do to do better. Lots of “dos” in that sentence, but you catch my drift. I want to do better. I’m ready. I’m ready to get back to setting goals and getting shit done. I’ve really been struggling with that so far this year, and there are many reasons why, but honestly, I look at where I was the year before and it’s much the same story: overwhelmed. Feeling like there’s too much on my plate, and not able to focus and handle my shit in the time that I have.
And I have time.
I have time, y’all. I do. I don’t need to be perfect with it. I don’t need to squeeze every last drop, but godammit I do have more time than I’m actually using to handle my shit. I know I do because I look at my day and realize how much time I just did nothing. That’s the time I want to reclaim. Not all of it. Not the times where I actually need to be resting or being with my wife and taking care of the pups. Not that time. Just the time where I tried to be productive, but I wasn’t. Just that time.
So, it starts tomorrow, I guess. I have a solid hour or two in the morning to clean out the back bathroom of the extra stuff that’s in there and make room for a wine fridge that I think I’m going to go and buy tomorrow if all goes to plan. A place to put the stuff that I’m buying. Which, it’s funny, but I’m actually slowing down on purchasing at the moment. I’m not exactly getting burned out on it, maybe a little bit…but that’s funny because it’s only recently that I’ve had a few of the best tasting wines I’ve ever had. I don’t know…I think it’s actually more that I’m getting a little more picky. A little less willing to try anything and everything—or rather spend MONEY on anything and everything—and starting to figure out what I *like* drinking. Which is kinda cool. BUT…the stuff that I do have, I need somewhere to put it before summer hits. We don’t run the AC in that back bathroom. If I keep anything back there, it’ll bake. So…wine fridge. I’m getting a used one. Wish me luck.
Wish. Me. Luck.
Night night.