In a bit of a rut, y’all. It’s weird because I am moving forward, I am getting work done, but man. I peter out quickly. I have very little energy past a certain point. Sigh. It’s frustrating. But, I know it will pass.
Today, I’m pretty convinced it’s because I’m still mourning Coco. I just missed her a lot today. There’s a baseline sadness I have right now about everything…and that’s missing Coco. It’s hard to get fired up, at least after a certain point. Like, writing for example: I’m pretty good for about a half hour at a time right now. And I can do that a few times a day. But it’s a struuuugggllleeee to go past that.
Anyway…it’ll pass. Eventually. I don’t know when, but it will.
Miss you Coco. So much. Somehow, despite my best attempts, I took for granted how much you helped me…just…live. Do everything.
Night.