Joy is (basically) old enough to sleep in the bed with us! …we think. We hope. We’ll see how it goes. We can put her back into her kennel if it doesn’t work out…but, she’s in freaking heat right now, so she’s wearing a diaper anyway. Here’s the thing…

SHE IS SO READY TO SLEEP IN THE BED WITH US, lol.

She’s next to me right now, passed the fuck out. Curled up, snoozing like a perfect pup. Like she’s slept here every night of her life. I love her so much.

I’m wiiippppeeedd out. So tired. I slept about six hours last night, fitfully. Waking up a lot to pee, or just feeling uncomfortable. Woke up at 4:30am and knew I wasn’t going back to sleep. So, today I had to force myself to stay up all day. No naps. No cheating. Outside in the (cloudy) light as much as possible, moving as much as possible. etc. Should help my bioclock reset as swiftly and efficiently as possible. We’ll see how that goes, too.

Night night.