The pressure of not having figured something out in my story is intense, sometimes. It's a great big fear that's so big, it's too overwhelming to touch. It feels like hopelessness. So, most of the time, I bury it away or run from it...which serves me, I suppose....

Edit and publish last two podcasts of the year. Start and finish this new project at work that's something I've never done before (in exactly this way...the core actions are shit I've done a thousand times). Organize and audit all the finances so payroll can be put...

Have to make it a quick one because it's almost 1am, but today was super busy. Nary a word was written, but i think that's okay. I had a ton of other stuff to do at work and in terms of finishing up recording our last podcast of the year: Die Hard It's suuuuuch a good...

Another quick one tonight because it's late. Worked hard at work. Walked pups so I missed morning writing, but wrote in the afternoon. It's a scene I don't know if I'll keep as it is, but it's all information that needs to be explained, so I figure I should just write...

The last month of the year is upon me. Upon us all, I suppose. November was not insanely productive for me on the writing front, which is always what I think about first whenever I sit down to write these entries. It's become an exercise in self-flagulation, I...

Wow. 2,222 days. That's a lot of 2's. I want to go look up the day that I wrote blog entry number 1,111. I wonder what I was doing. What project I was working on. How I was feeling. Today, I went to therapy. It's been intense these past couple weeks. I've been diving...

Busy day today. I was up early for a day off (normal time for a work day) to walk the pups and eat a little before we shipped out to go to the Petersen Automotive Museum over the hill in Miracle Mile. That was pretty damn cool. We did both the normal museum and the...

Thank you to my amazing family. Mom and Dad, I literally wouldn't be here without you. Seth and Scott and Russell (rip), thanks for being the brothers I could have ever asked for. I'm thankful for my amazing wife and partner in everything. You are so, so good in your...

I worked today. Got another metric shit ton of stuff done. And I'm feeling more myself. Feeling more grounded. It's really being home, back in my routine. I'm really looking forward to thanksgiving tomorrow. The food. The company. The holidays beginning. LIZ'S NEW...

Good day today. Something...dare I say...clicked 😬 I put the grimace face because I want that to be true long term. At the very least, it was true today. Something clicked. I didn't agonize over the scene I was about to write, I just wrote it as vividly and...