Day 2,534: Worth It

Day 2,534: Worth It

Another long, very long day. Sigh. Good day! Very good day! Want to be clear about that šŸ˜› These are all good things that are happening, and I don’t mean in any kind of ā€œsuck it upā€ or ā€œlearningā€ or any type of suffering kind of way. Everything happening right now is...
Day 2,533: My Story Sense

Day 2,533: My Story Sense

My story sense is coming back. Goddammit…what a relief. I can feel it. The sense of when something is fun, exciting. The sense that’s unclouded by the critical voice, the editorial voice. The part of me that just loves stories and loves living inside them. It’s...
Day 2,532: One Step Closer

Day 2,532: One Step Closer

One small…well, big, really, but small in the grand scheme…step closer today on the project. Got accepted for something. Wish us luck. Writing was good today. I just did it. Gonna carry that into tomorrow, too. A’s lost. We had a lead, too. It was a wild...
Day 2,531: Nothing Existential

Day 2,531: Nothing Existential

It’s been a hard several weeks for me. Definitely hit a wall this weekend, and my psyche suffered because of it. But…I’m not getting existential with it for once. Those thoughts were there, for sure, but I didn’t indulge them. Much. At the very least, I’m not...
Day 2,530: Shit Gets Crazy

Day 2,530: Shit Gets Crazy

Liz is out in the kitchen right now listening to the podcast The Scaredy Cats Horror Show. They’re talking about Hereditary, which…man. I loved that movie. It’s one of the only horror, true horror, films that I really, REALLY enjoyed. Anyway. I actually have to...
Day 2,529: Not There Yet

Day 2,529: Not There Yet

Had something with our project fall through today. Le sigh. I’d really wanted this part to go through, but it wasn’t meant to be. Have to let it go and move on. And, I will. There are many other ways to go with this thing. It wasn’t hingeing on this one thing working...