Feeling better tonight. Didn't feel better waking up...but I went into work anyway because I had to 😛 I feel very out of my routine, so kind of disconnected and anxious. BUT, I know exactly why. Being sick really kind of threw me. It's also an opportunity out there...

Have to do a quick one tonight because it's past bed time. Feeling better. Not 100% yet, but well enough to go into work tomorrow for sure. Which is a relief, because I have to 😛 Worked from home today. Tried to rest. Blech. Ready to be completely over the sickness!

Yeah...definitely still sick. Sigh. I knew that feeling last night was too good to be true. Thankfully this cold isn't too bad. Fever is mild when it comes, and it's not always there. That's really the thing that sucks about having a cold, I think; the fucking fever....

Guys...and gals...and nonbinaries...all y'all: I am cautiously optimistic. The sickness, maybe, maaayybbeee...was only a 24-hour affair. Man, last night I was siiiicckk. Big time. Woke up in the middle of the night and my throat was so painful, I thought I was coming...

I'm definitely sick. There is no worse feeling (just go with the hyperbole, folks) than that very early feeling of getting sick. Today, it was that fatigue-achy dryness that came first. Where suddenly, I felt exhausted, and everything hurt a little. It was the sore...

The pressure of not having figured something out in my story is intense, sometimes. It's a great big fear that's so big, it's too overwhelming to touch. It feels like hopelessness. So, most of the time, I bury it away or run from it...which serves me, I suppose....

Edit and publish last two podcasts of the year. Start and finish this new project at work that's something I've never done before (in exactly this way...the core actions are shit I've done a thousand times). Organize and audit all the finances so payroll can be put...

Have to make it a quick one because it's almost 1am, but today was super busy. Nary a word was written, but i think that's okay. I had a ton of other stuff to do at work and in terms of finishing up recording our last podcast of the year: Die Hard It's suuuuuch a good...

Another quick one tonight because it's late. Worked hard at work. Walked pups so I missed morning writing, but wrote in the afternoon. It's a scene I don't know if I'll keep as it is, but it's all information that needs to be explained, so I figure I should just write...

The last month of the year is upon me. Upon us all, I suppose. November was not insanely productive for me on the writing front, which is always what I think about first whenever I sit down to write these entries. It's become an exercise in self-flagulation, I...